Excited. Stressed. Nervous. Happy. Anxious.
These five words would pretty much sum up how I'm feeling today. Somedays it's just one of these words, but today I am feeling them all. I am now over 37 weeks pregnant and can't believe we will meet our baby boy in just a few weeks, maybe sooner. This pregnancy is flying by so quick. Somedays I wish he were here already partially so my ribs could get a break, but mainly because I wonder so much what he is like.
Then we'll have a couple of sleepless nights because Pearl is teething and has pink eye and I can't help but pat my belly and think to myself, "Keep on cookin' as looooong as you need little baby." Honestly we were so spoiled, almost too spoiled, with Pearl. She was an amazing sleeper, eater, early smiler, ect. and I know the odds are not in our favor with this baby. How can they be? Two perfect newborns in a row... praaaabably not. But we can hope, right?
And just for the record she is totally making up for the well behaved newborn she was. This girl is a little tornado of trouble with sass to boot. I think Danny could tell I was a little stressed and taught her to tell me I'm pretty. Well played Dan... well played:)
Another reason I am a little stressed is because I'm not the only one with a due date approaching. Be careful what you wish for folks, it may come true with the worst possible timing. In an earlier post talking about our frenchies, I hoped for some puppies from Bridget and Brutus.
I have indeed gotten my wish, and of course now Bridget and I will be sharing a due date.
Introducing...
Then we'll have a couple of sleepless nights because Pearl is teething and has pink eye and I can't help but pat my belly and think to myself, "Keep on cookin' as looooong as you need little baby." Honestly we were so spoiled, almost too spoiled, with Pearl. She was an amazing sleeper, eater, early smiler, ect. and I know the odds are not in our favor with this baby. How can they be? Two perfect newborns in a row... praaaabably not. But we can hope, right?
And just for the record she is totally making up for the well behaved newborn she was. This girl is a little tornado of trouble with sass to boot. I think Danny could tell I was a little stressed and taught her to tell me I'm pretty. Well played Dan... well played:)
An awesome pic Roxanne took of me looking awesome. My body is a disturbing sight, I can't wait to get back to the gym! |
I have indeed gotten my wish, and of course now Bridget and I will be sharing a due date.
Introducing...
And...
Pregnancy definitely affects dogs too, so I'm in good company. She is always sleeping or eating! And now finally someone else around me is getting fat too. I love it. |
Many of you probably don't think this should add to my stress but part of the reason Bulldogs are so pricey is because they have many issues delivering their pups as well as complications caring for them afterwards. This requires round the clock care as well as assisted feedings every couple of hours. So basically now I feel the need to mentally prepare myself to take care of flippin' quintuplets.
We have her C-section scheduled in three weeks and an ultrasound in a week to see how many puppies she's having! I'm actually really excited to see that:)
A little icing on the stress cake is that Danny will be running in the Pony Express Trail 100 mile race when our baby is only a week old!
A race of 100 miles is quite the feat, but it's especially a big job when you have to provide all of your own aid stations. I feel like that first week of your baby's life is exhausting for both of you, not to mention throwing a 100 mile race into the mix and a very demanding last semester to finish an accounting degree! But Danny has his mind set on it, plus has paid the non-refundable fee, so at this point we'll pray for a quick recovery from birthing a "watermelon" so that I can be any help at all. I know he'll do awesome.
Usually my posts don't contain so much complaining, so I'll 180 this beast and let you know why I'm happy and excited.
After one of his runs in the canyon. |
I keep telling Danny a pro to all this running, "Boi, Yo' backside is ruh-dic-a-luss!" Cuz it is. |
I have had so much fun getting everything ready for this baby boy to come into our home.
I guess dressing my children ridiculous won't stop with the female gender.
I bought a crib at a yard sale for $10 and painted it to match Pearl's crib and added some fancy trim pieces. It is starting to come together, especially for how cheap it was.
But until then...
How I feel when I have to wake up to pee 3 times a night.
I guess dressing my children ridiculous won't stop with the female gender.
We finally got a car seat. |
But until then...
How I feel when I have to wake up to pee 3 times a night.
The end of September to the beginning of October might be a bit hectic around our house, but regardless of my complaining, I really am excited for all of this craziness. Usually craziness leads to some happiness right? At least we'll probably get some good stories out of it, right? We really are blessed and life is good:)
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